Hello, Jean.

I fear you are right, but I doubt one person alive will ever be "all better" or even perfectly mentally healthy to begin with. Take solace in knowing that you're the only one who feels this way. I've hated myself for as long as I can remember, and it's hard undoing decades of self-loathing. But if you make any progress at all, celebrate! Because it's just a little bit more evidence that you are stronger than it.

Wishing you love and kindness! --Ari