i am kind of selfish because i believe that everything i do should benefit me and everybody else. the thing about that is i have to be well in order for others to be well. that's crazy but that's just how i feel sometimes. nobody asked me how my day went when i was upset. nobody was there for me when i was bulllied. i had to ask for help myself. that is just really stupid. i had to get out myself. it's like i'm not God's gift or something.