Good for you Astenon! I know that's going to be a little difficult for you, but I KNOW you can do it! When I first recognized that I needed help, it was hard for me too, but i did it. And it was the best gift i could have ever given myself. I went into therapy, and dealt with issues that had tortured me for years. I stayed in therapy for over a year, and then was in and out of therapy several times after that.
It has all been worthwhile. I've never regretted one minute of it. I've learned more things about myself and my parents that I never imagined.

I feel much better about myself now. Since I have clinical depression, I still feel "low"much of the time, although I'm on medication. I'm hard to treat. LOL
I'm sure you'll be glad you entered therapy! Please keep us informed as to your progress! And keep posting -- we DO care! God bless and take care of yourself. Hugs, Lee