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Old Mar 10, 2013, 09:36 AM
rockabyebaby rockabyebaby is offline
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Member Since: Mar 2013
Location: Utah
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The people that i have met here haven been so helpful. I was feeling hopeful that I could get help and then it all comes crashing down. I was talking to my sister last night and told her that I was going to find a therapist to help me. Then she has to remind me not to tell anyone especially my parents that I've decided this. Despite the fact that I did see a doc when I was younger (it was a recommendation by my school) my parents don't really believe depression is an illness. I was hoping that I would get support and I have spent all night crying and doubting that anything is going to change. After my sis told me that I withdrew and told her that I need to go and hung up the phone. She texts me and asks if she said something wrong. With the conversation we just had how could I say yes? I told her I was fine, and there goes the pretending once more. I feel weak and hopeless. The desire to go on is fading fast.
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garden gal, optimize990h