Oh, man. I don't know if this is the right place for this, but here goes. It feels like it belongs in PTSD....

Here I am, snoring away, cat's at the foot of the bed, all is well, and I got woken up by this HORRIBLE dream. It involves someone I haven't seen since at most a year after we got out of college (coming up on 20 yrs). I don't even know where she is anymore, or how her life has turned out, etc -- I've tried hard not to keep in touch, actually.

I'll skip the details because I don't really want to relive them, frankly, but it ended with her leaning over me and telling me I was going to "get it sometime tomorrow" for sleeping with her boyfriend. I could hear her voice, feel her breath on my neck. I shook it off, tried to go back to sleep, and it happened again. Consequently, I am up for the night, I think!

We were roommates our junior year. The guy she was dating DID hit on me after they broke up, and I turned him down cold. I have enough integrity not to sleep with somebody else's bf, even after they get dumped ... geeze. She and I made plans to move in together (we had a bunch of other roommates that year) for sr. year, and two days before we signed the lease she told me she and Scott had gotten back together and he didn't want her living with me, so she was dumping me. The school year was about to start, and I had to come up with a new place to live that I could afford by myself...it wasn't pretty.

Anyway, I mention that to illustrate I would never do that to someone, so I don't know where this came from. But I am so on edge now that there's not a chance I'm going back to bed!

Anybody into dream interp who wants to tackle this one??

CB