I don't know what I sit in front of my computer pointlessly browsing here and there, without any purpose. I didn't enjoy and like the process. I don't know what I would still do it. And then I am upset at myself for wasting time.

And I am hurting myself too.


I feel so depress that I can't do anything.Have you been there?

I want to do things, but I am so lack of motivation, in anyting.

(Some people said just do it anyways, even you don't feel like you want to, but it's not a matter of want to or not. Coz I want to, but I can't.)
I want to take a shower, or brush my teeth, even these, I have hard time doing it,
I am that severely lack of motivation.

What can I do? Please help.