Beautifully,

This is the place to vent and release, never apologize for that. You deserve to be heard and validated. You will not bum anyone out, only bridge the perceived gap you feel. There is no 'us' and 'you', 'me' and 'them' there is only "us". Please keep talking, venting, reaching out...you are seen BeautifullyDeprived, and you are not alone.

I often feel that I am truly alone. No one cares. I might as well disappear or be invisible. I understand what you're feeling. It feels as if nothing and no one will ever fill an internal "apartness." That is our illness talking. You are not apart from, you are inside this circle of acceptance and support. I hope you feel better soon.