Thank-you, they aren't really intense I don't feel suicidal although I can get really low, and I don't feel like I could achieve anything as such like I don't feel "I'm on top of the world", just a really great mood most almost always followed by a really sad feeling.
I've thought and can't always figure out what it was almost always its like a wave sometimes there is a plateau mood like all today with "normal" emotions..
I've thought PMS and got some St johns wart.. But felt weird.. Not sure if it was in my head.. So
I tried evening primrose oil.. again felt weird and haven't tried again.
Doesn't seem to go with PMS I recall saying a year back "ARGH I feel so angry I feel I've had PMS for 3 months!"
I had bad experiences on Anti d's and kind of scared of going back on them.