The same goes to you! Neither have I.. Maybe I might actually tell my counselor about it now..
The things is, I think when you keep things to yourself you only have one perspective. Every thing I've said to my counselor, she's just said. But that is normal, that is a normal way to feel and thing to do in the way you feel. I think no matter how irrational something may seem, when you start to unpick it there is a rationale behind it. Its just finding it and sorting that out.
But I might be totally wrong!
I hope we can continue to chat, I think we have a fair amount in common. All the best