this has not been my best week, watching my children adapte to there new surroundings is hard, they all seem ok on the surface but deep down its hard for all of us, huuby isnt saying a lot, i feel like i have no control over my familys actions, trying to keep ourselves occupied is hard but trying to keep a adhd boy occupied is even harder, he is on his best behaviour but trying to get him to go sleep at night is hard work,
we have handed in alll the forms we had to, its just sitting back now and waiting for something to happen,
on saturday we had a phone call from hubbys mum who had heard a rumour and beleievd it this is not a nice feeling that they question us and not the gossipers i was angry because there lack of support then they phone up saying we hadnt told them something which wasnt even true.
in our real lives we have support in the form of friends , and hubbys pregnant sister who came down to help last week, hubbys grandparents also helped but they are going through a few problems similer to ours,
i havent contacted any of my family because we dont see them a lot even if we bump into them its only a quick hello then they are gone again,
looking forward to more stable days afraid we are ging to be like this for a while and dont even want to think of christmas