The whole summer thing isn't a problem. I'm in northern U.S. and stuff like that. I've seen a lot of people with alcohol poisoning (welcome to college) and seeing that has made me a lot more careful with what I do. The last few days have actually been really good to me though. I've been super tired like always but I haven't felt as bad and have tried looking at life differently. Starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel maybe but I've never seen the world as warm and caring. To me, life is always just making it through the day.