Cocoabeans- most recently, I checked myself in once, then, a few weeks later, was put on a 72 hour hold after a scary ER visit. I sought help for myself because I wasn't functioning, but my docs know I'm terrified of meds, so they're being cautious.
I'm willing to try the meds because I was so unwilling to use them until now and it really wasn't working.
I know that my mood is better on the meds then off, but it's really hard to find the right combo because the side effect get so freaking bad. For example, the had me on a half dose of Lexapro and it made me so nauseated I couldn't function. Five freaking milligrams, and I was useless.

Odee- I'm on cymbalta, lamictel, and buspar right now. The buspar is the newest, and, even though it kills almost all my anxiety, I also feel nuttier now that I'm taking it.