HI Drasa,

I think optimize gave some pretty good advice. I can pretty much only echo what was said except to say you have a full load and it would be a lot for anyone to manage. Do you expect the hours to get easier at any point? Sorry to hear about your dad, I hope he's doing better. As for a relationship, its hard being lonely but give yourself time and maybe you'll meet someone. I know breakups feel like the end of the world so my heart really goes out to you on that one but dont give up. You can always come here and get your feelings out. Sending best wishes.