Hello Mr. Pieeater...welcome to PC...I think you will find the people here are very supportive...First I would just like to say your post is terrific...I have been here since August and still cannot bring myself to talk about my problems...So hurray!!! for you! That is a great first step! Glad you are going for help and hope you get better each day...I also have social anxiety and have to struggle every day just to go outside my home...I know what you are going though...anyhow, once again welcome to PC!!