...sometimes Christina I'm ashamed all the time!

I'm always sick...

but I must have been sick and....twisted too when I wrote that one.

it's 2 weeks old now...I don't know how it came back?...to the top of the page...I wish it would disappear

I get disturbed quite a bit when my past returns ...because never are two or even one of my moods the same

I always feel so regretful when I have to relive some of my terrible moods...

...but I guess thats the risk here...?

your words pick me up too......