Thank you three for the replies.

@genetic - my work schedule is 4am - 2pm, but I added sleep in with the time I'm gone. My friends are sometimes up that late, but never home as early as me. So far, I haven't been able to adjust to the schedule so I haven't seen them in a while.

My first day at work was not good, unfortunately. A pre-existing leg injury that never caused problems before decided to, and I wasn't able to do my job after a certain point (it's a warehouse, loading and unloading 100 pound boxes about 3,000 times). My parents thought I was making it up because I was depressed about the job to begin with.

I'm currently coming back from a breakdown. I sent my mother an email explaining my feelings (I guess I didn't really write them here either, there is a lot going on). So, I don't really know how that will go but I figure I have nothing to lose. I really feel like I need help, though. My insurance runs out in about 3 months, and this job was my only way to get some currently.

I will keep posting here. I can't see things working out in the near future