yeah looking back there were times when i had to find my teachers. like on the second day of being at this new school, i had to look for my teachers, because there was an earthquake drill that we had to show up to. i was searching for all my classmates and nobody was there until i asked an old woman who just so happened to be another math teacher was i able to get to my class. you see, for me, it's not easy. i have to do everything myself. i hate being alone. i hate it. what's more, i'm an only child, and I have always longed for a sibling, but i guess it's too late. should i blame it on fate?