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Originally Posted by bubsmiley
I think I am so afraid of my emotions that I don't even let myself feel them. I didn't grieve when my mother or husband died, I can bury beloved animals with dry eyes and not a second thought, and I barely care that my second marriage is falling apart.
Please tell me I'm not alone and there is a way to feel again. I've been in therapy for 2 years and am still stone cold.
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You are not alone bubsmiley.
I feel the same and behaved the same.
I wonder if you can laugh. If I talk about comedic story, and the other person laughs, then I can laugh for real. Sometimes though, I can't laugh and my expression is like the comedian from 30 years ago, Bob Newhart, even though the story was funny.
Oh, thanks for the post before this one.
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