I had an obsession with inpatient for a long time. It eventually got to a point where I did some horrible things that ended up putting me there for two weeks. I hated it and never want to go back, but at the same time I'm glad I went. I no longer think about going back and I've finally been able to make mental progress in my life. Its perfectly normal to fear a place like that. It isn't a fun/pleasant place to be!
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