I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes I feel like cutting and being reckless. Sometimes I know why and sometimes, I don't. Most of the time it is because I cannot handle society and the S&^t it imposes on me. Like right now. I am so tired of seeing "trash" all over the place. We can't even watch a show at 8pm without seeing boobs handing out. Why do women do this to other women? I just don't feel good enough and I don't appreciate my husband seeing such trash. I am tired of being scared of watching TV and walking through the mall. Sometimes, logically, I know that is just the way the world is and I, nor, my husband can hide from it, but it makes me want to hurt myself. I don't understand why, it just does.