Yea I feel the same way. I'm so frustrated with all this stuff. I've taken a bunch of different pills and nothing has worked. All the doctors give you the same ******** answer about brain physiology being different for everyone. That's a ****ing copout. They give you antidepressants that make you exhausted and yet they tell you to get out of your house. Does that make any sense? Logically, just give some "happy" pills (ie opiates or MDMA) and then give some caffeine or amphetamine to get the person out of their apartment. In the short run, suicide is a lot higher risk than addiction.