I am in a very, very bad way. All I want to do is to get even with the people who have mistreated me and who are preventing me from working. I want to harm them but can't. All this rage and anger is trapped inside me. I am so emotionally upset and beset with thoughts of revenge that I cannot write to an attorney or to the attorney general's office to properly fight back.

I am hating and hating my life more and more each day. Nothing helps. I have been up all night unable to sleep. My problems are all unresolved. I am unable to accomplish anything. I am unable to let go. Wherever I go, I get harmed. I am damaged beyond repair.