OMG, I am soooooo tired and overwhelmed. I have had so much to deal with this last week alone that I feel so drained.
I was up until two in the morning with my daughter, hearing some very upsetting things from her. She told me things that were very upsetting that I didn't know about and I just sat with her and did alot of TLC and listened, she had alot built up in her of some very upsetting experiences, as I mentioned I didn't know about.
Earlier in the week my mother who is 88 struggling with dimencia/alzheirmers called me very upset because she tried to commit suicide. She walked out in their back yard and her mission was to just walk into the pond and be done with life. She was crying and scared and told me that she gets these strong bad thoughts alot.
Last night my daughter told me that her ex's grandfather a little over a year ago did take his life that way and it was a horrible experience and she had been close to him over the years. They suddenly couldn't find him and frantically searched for hours for him.
It got hard to listen last night and I could feel myself shaking inside. So many sad things going on lately with my family, so emotionally draining.
Today I have an appointment to see my attorney, which is such a challenge for me too.
I am sooooooooooooooooooo tired right now, so tired.
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