Hi sweetie I am so sorry I never noticed yesterday. I popped in and out again a few times. It is hard and it is stressful. I don't hide it anymore. I don't shout from the rooftop but hey some people have chicken pox, I have a mental illness.People fear what they don't know. When they realize we are just people trying to live maybe they'll get it. The people I trust know and my family who can really hurt me sometimes from ignorance but thats their problem and they are finnaly getting it. I'm better off knowing who is really supportive than the ones who really don't care. I don't have to waste time on them anymore. I could never ask for help but I have a good friend who kept calling me on that. Saying you can ask for help you know. You don't have to do this alone. Its taken awhile to learn to pick up the phone and ask and its hard and scary but it gets better and I feel so much freer now.