Things are improving. She is starting to listen to my needs and giving me what I ask for. She has also put in 60+ applicationa last week. I think there is hope.

I still hurt. What she did hurts a lot. I just wanted to run away from it. There are good things about my marriage and for the first part of it we were really happy. I'm just not sure if I can trust her again. I don't know how to put that bridge back up. I told her to schedule an appointment with my therapist for counsling. She is also a family therapist as well. If my wife can chnage her behavior then I am willing to stay.