Thank you all for your supportive replies.

Texdave, what a trip. Your story about your Mom was so similar to what happened the other day it is weird! As I sobbed she rubbed my arm and told me it wasn't my fault. I kept apologizing for her having to see me like that. Kids are so amazing! I am doing better. I'm sorry to hear about your financial woes. I think my Faith kicked in too. I just decided fi I have to overdraw my account for food, I have to. It will be covered by the 5th and then I can do it all over again next month if I have to. :-}

Take care all! And thank you again for being there for me! Annie