I don't know what's wrong with me. I talked to my mother last night, and my girlfriend, about how I feel, and now I feel so depressed and remorseful about talking about it, and I don't know why. The past couple of days my mood has been a lot worse. Maybe it's just better if I pretend I'm okay. I want to get professional help but that means asking my mom about it again and that makes me feel uncomfortable and awkward for some reason and then I just feel like I'm wasting their time.