I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to either. I have many close friends but it feels so hard to open up to them and say "hey, I don't feel good." because usually they'll ask the reason of your sadness and you really have no reason for it.

And so I bottle up things, which is really bad. But I guess I am slowly opening up to my T. So if you are seeking help, do try opening up to your T slowly.