Honestly the one thing is ALL the trauma I have been through.. although it has helped me to have empathy for others and to be insightful. But oh it hurts so much sometimes. If I take my armour off that's what it is bc it causes so many other problems.

When I'm hypo I want to SAVE THE WORLD, lol. One day I do wish to work with animals they have never hurt me and they are safe. Even if I was bit by a dog or something I wouldn't blame them. Poor thing was probably abused him or her self.

Anyway....I hate this emotional pain.