Don't worry, Blue, been there myself. I like when I forget to brush my hair and it's this big static mess sticking out in multiple directions, and I catch a glimpse of myself in the reflection of a window.
With my blunted affect, I'm sure they push the "crazy lady" alert button when they see me coming.
I have many, many, many days that I do not get to the store when I really need to.

Sure, we have food, but it's not the food we want. I have big issues with the store. Its part of that land of blocking in my struggle with self-care.