There was a time years ago when I was anorexic. 5'2 and around 90lbs. It took me years to get healthy and comfortable with being a normal size. But now I've gotten to be overweight. ( from meds mostly ) And all those horrible things about being fat and that I have to lose the weight are rolling around in my head again. I know that I need to lose some of this weight. I'm up to around 170 now. I know diet and exercise is the best way to go, but I'm having a hard time not falling into my old anorexic ways. What's harder too is since I have Ehlers-Danlos syndrome I'm not alloud to do exercises that will put stress on my joints. So I'm not able to exercise as I should to lose weight. So then it comes down to eating. So now I'm trying to walk that thin line and not become anorexic again. I'm weight is stressing me out !
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Back, I've lost months, months !
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