My first thought after the first mtg was "This man will either help me heal or will kill me." I knew for a fact he was my very last hope. I was that bad off by the time I got to him. I knew if he messed up, it would be over for me. And I wasn't sure he could do what I knew had to be done... because I didn't know if ANYONE could do it. So I left the session and watched him walk into the break area where he was... and decided I would trust him.