Thank you both. I'm not sure what to do. Its one thing after another. Last 4 years, almost on a monthly basis something has happened that I cant sort out and its snowballing and making it worse. Thats why I said maze, because Im not just sitting there, I try to deal with stuff, but Im also dx schizophrenic, something I managed to cope with and get through life, even though its caused some major mess ups. I dealt with them and carried on. Now though I have so much messed up. I got made redundent, police case, my daughter self harms, finances, my dad is ill, my marriage is messed up and in all of those things there are numerous other things going on. All in the last year and none of it has been sorted out, not through want of trying, my parents have tried so hard to help, nothing will sort out though, no matter how much we try.