I had that problem to. its perfectly normal. see as kids we grow up in our surroundings and learn our way around by landmarks. ask any child for directions and they will say yea you go to this store and turn the corner and you will be at this park and...

Well nothing stays the same not even our hometowns, people move, places go out of business or new ownership so the landmarks change, trees and grass continue to grow, the earths soil continues to erode and move with rains and normal shifts of the earths "plates" and so on so where what used to be a hill a year ago can be this years mountain or this years flat land and so on. everything on earth changes a bit every day depending on weather, peoples circumstances and so on.

change is never easy especially when we have been gone and come back. I love a song that a country music singer Sylvia Kirby has because it says it all. its a song called you never can go home. its about leaving a home town and going back to visit but everything has changed the school the streets the family home. nothing stayed the same. you can go home to visit but it will never be the same.

hang in there