Can you talk to your T or pdoc any sooner than what you listed? 9 days can be an eternity when you're in that state. I can relate to a lot of that, and I know how awful it can be.
Hope you feel better soon.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder
Seroquel XR 100mg
Labetalol for high blood pressure