Doing a little better. Have an easy assignment at work, my ex-friend isn't here tonight but some other friends are. I may have found a friend to go to the Tigers game with for my birthday and someone to go out with on St. Patty's Day. I get so down on myself but I just need to suck it up and ask people for what I want. They don't need to be my BEST friends to hang out with me. I'm just...not good at asking for what I need or want and then I get depressed and resentful when I don't get it.