i dont want to keep on thinking about it. liek when i don't get what i want, i complain and when i don't get it still i complain even more. that's just not good. i need to understand that not everything will always come my way. just like today when i found out that i was not getting a new phone or something like that, i was just a little upset. like why can't I? all my friends have it and their parents pay for it. so i don't know. but then it's like why can't i wait until i'm older so that when i make money i can buy what i need without freeloading off my parents? why didn't i think about that before i jumped to conclusions?