this will probably sound more like a rant, but i just really needed to have it out. So yesterday me and my boyfriend were out for breakfast and we talked and while we were talking he has his phone out playing a game. this is the second time hes' had his phone out while we were talking playing games. This probably means either boring to him or who knows what. then after breakfast before my work we went to play some pool it was quiet and we had like short convos if i said something and during the whole time i didn't want to or feel like playing anymore because it just felt boring and while we were playing hes talking to a mutual friend about playing basketball together so he says i start work at 5 so then after they will go and play. we go put the balls away when we were done and start listening to a co-workers talk and also engaging in it as well. then he says hes leaving though i have about half hr before i start work. and he leaves. I'm starting to wonder about everything like if I'm just boring or something, that's probably it. i really don't know. how to make things more entertaining or fun or just something. anyone have any pointers.
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