unhappycamper463, what resources do you have right now?(do you see a therapist, see a mental health nurse or worker? If so, are you taking any medications to treat what ails you? Have you seen your primary doctor?)

Oh yes, you can come here to PC and vent if you wish to.

The PC members are helpful, but sometimes if you want information, advice, or someone to listen or read what you want to express that's possible here.

Many agree it can be exhausting,but life(I'm assuming)will be less stressful if you can open up. Then asking for help with these factors/details in your life that may need suggestions.

You have become a PC member who has posted 8X, you need a feedback on issues in your life that make you feel bleak,just vent some thoughts. Or discuss it with a PC member, like the chat room or through private messaging. Otherwise, just post it and you may get different range of feedback.