Thank you my friends, your kindness means the world to me. Another 12hr plus work day... I'm not giving up yet. Made it to grocery store, kids are fed. Mom not getting home from work until 11pm is hard for the kids. Off to sleep now finally, hope I will be able to get my son to school tomorrow, he's missed a lot of days recently, they do not like that. No accommodations for a kid with single bp mom working her arse off. I will figure this all out. Playing with the idea of healing through through psychosis, my inner Athena will find us a way through.