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Old Mar 12, 2013, 03:19 PM
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Originally Posted by FrightenedRabbit View Post
I agree. And I refuse to jump on to some medication simply because I can't pay attention to a novel. I went through twenty one years of education (including my undergrad and post-grad work) with no concerns - even as I dealt with the death of my father and countless other issues that really shouldn't have been mine to contend with in the first place.

I suppose I'm just looking for verification that this isn't the end of the line for me; that this effect is temporary. It seems to be a "depends on" case, which I will hope is the same for me. I miss reading...I used to devour books. Now it seems like I can't even get past the first few pages...
It is not the end of life. I went through the same amount of school as you did - twenty years. I still cannot read novels but at least I read this board which is basically a collection of short stories. Plus, on here you get to write, too, so I think it is a good way to get back into reading novels. Bit by bit...

I took LSAT many years ago when I was a fresh immigrant from a non-English speaking country. I took it without going to prep classes after several weeks of taking sample tests by myself, without any prep books or anything. I scored in the 97th percentile.

Almost a year ago, right after my last suicidal depression (well, right after the suicidal part but well within the still depressed part), I took a few sample tests. Since LSAT is very English-intensive, one would expect me to score BETTER after almost 20 years in America. Well...

I scored slightly above the median.

The IQ does decline over the years, but not drastically - the expected decline in the IQ cannot explain the drop from the 97th percentile to just above the median.

So, either depression or depression plus side effects of medications.

Last edited by hamster-bamster; Mar 12, 2013 at 04:51 PM.