I am a 59 year old man and I have just started si for some reason. I have suffered with depression since my late teen. I have made attempts at the big one over the years. Your built in will to live is very strong. after I would fail to go through with it I would then be worst off because I now thought I was weak. After all those years I finally got committed 4 years go and have been on meds ever since. Be thankful you are only shallow cuts less scarring But I don't know why I am si now after all these years. my last one is healing, but now I am going to have a stupid cliche' on my body, all in nasty scar, and I don't even have any tattoos. I am so ashamed of my self for doing this. I am hoping it can be fixed some what after it heals. Garry J