when there are really no more affordable competent therapists anywhere and we KNOW somehow that without caring support from real people we will NOT make it?

A nice back yard may be "spiritual" but it can still be HELL if you need someone and not someTHING.

Who can help people like us.....most posts I cannot touch because of my own pain. I came here because of the isolation...but I canceled my idiotic facebook page for the tenth time...because of the isolation it caused me.

I want someone to call me who is not a recruiter for a scammy slave-operation. I never get real phone calls. I need a friend, what a stupid thing to want.

But if I can't I'm *ead.

I could use a nice job too. I also know I'm not supposed to want it cause if I was I'd have it by now.

Desperation goes beyond words.