At my school there's there's a science club that happens on one specific day of every cycle and when I come, I get nervous because I don't see anyone going in the room and/or I'm too afriad to poke my head in to see if it really is the science club even though there's an announcement for that I end up skipping it because I get too nervous and I'm just never sure, I have no friends in there..

And like yesterday they made annoucements to remind the club to get a field trip forum at lunch so after like half an hour I went up to see if there was any people there there wasn't but the door was open.. but I didn't go in anyways.. because it feels so awkward.. and I didn't know if the teacher was there or not so I just turned around and left.

I tried going at the end of the day today but the door was closed and I sorta felt awkward.

I really want to go to that field trip but I don't know when to ask her or how..