Thanks for hearing me Bluey. I just don't know how to survive it, if that's what needs to happen. I'm barely clinging on now. I don't know how to keep functioning if I need to make things even harder for myself right now. It's all so confusing. I've tried so hard and T just takes it as a criticism when I bring anything up (it seems). She did says all of those things though and they did hurt me. She's said sorry for some and then continued to do other things. She says she's really trying too. It's so horrible to try to sort this out in 50 minute time slots each week. She talked yesterday about now having seen a side to me that she doesn't like. It all feels so unfair. She got really angry and then withdrew, changed boundaries, said some very harsh things...and I was really hurt and tried to talk about it all, that's all. Once I was also angry as well, when she didn't call me after she said she would. I said sorry straight away when I next saw her.