Thanks for your support. I'm trying all the time to make the most of what I've got. I'll just keep on trying.

I do wish that T had just replied to the text I sent yesterday. I don't usually initiate more than one text a fortnight and never did that until these ruptures began. She's always said it was okay to text when and if I needed to and she'd get back to me if she could. I wish this was a time when she could.