Everythings perfect and yet, I would rather kill myself than to stay any longer.

I've never been bullied in my life, I have to potential to get a really good job. It's just boring and literally sucks the life from me.

Even though I'm one of the smartest people in my school, there is no way in hell that I'm going to college or university.

I probably have avoidant and major self defeating personality disorder if that helps..