You are not alone. I've suffered times where I look at in the mirror and unrecognizable to myself.

I've woken up days where I thought I'm going mad. I question everything I do and say... I don't know what is real or imaginary... I feel like I'm about to lose control. In my head I walk on eggshells or that I'm on the edge of a cliff and about to fall off. On these days I have a lot of internal dilemmas that I struggle with.

Yet... I am able to go to work and do everything I'm supposed to do and come back to my own hell. But... you can convince yourself that it is temporary and it's the disease talking. Because you will wake up where you have certainty... and you'll have plenty more of these days than days where you don't.

Let doc know about your situation and how you think it may be a side effect to the meds. Maybe s/he can prescribe you a different one.