omg I know exactly how you feel! I've been going through the same thing for a while now. I slept literally all day yesterday and woke up at about 9pm and decided to take some of my grandma's abilify and 2 melatonins (which don't really work anymore) and go back to sleep... I guess the idea was kinda reset myself in the morning, but sometimes my sleep will be normal and I wake up and do the same thing or do absolutely nothing besides spend time on the computer, usually whining at people about my problems/past or being confrontational. I don't have a job, so most days I feel I have no reason to get up. I go to school but wound up dropping two of my classes so I only have one class now and missed that last week/didn't turn in the pre-writing assignment... I still have time to write the paper but cannot find the motivation to do it, I don't even want to watch TV or read books or anything.. everything seems so pointless and boring. I also can't stop thinking about bad things either... I've been doing it 24/7. I just want to sleep all the time. : / I guess I'll try again tomorrow.. my therapist says to just do things without thinking about it, maybe I'll actually try that tomorrow.. drag myself in the shower, do some cleaning and go from there.. maybe I'll write a list of things to do tomorrow including writing my paper.