Mabye because citilopram is breaking down you barriers and you feel happy, happy means party when young. i carnt say about the none hangover only pesonally. They are bad for me that now i hardly drink , a bad hangover can tip my mental state. Where when young i would shake it off, you arent doing the amout i did just to get peace i would drink a ltr vodka staight back , no break and pass straight out . Thats what i was after a release from the monster in my head if only for 1 hour. The wreckage to my body i new would come an come it did 3 years ago ,i have half my guts now, but would i have done it different NO